i was thinking for a moment that 'can i achive what i wanted to be??' i hve thought about this a very long time when i was alone like after class, perform prayer,,, owh god help me please,,,!! i actually dreaming to be a doctor, but we just planned and Allah considered it,,, hmmm once if 'm thinking if i cant be what i want to be in the future, what will happen to me, even now i was dissapointed with the conditon rite now,, hmmm
may Allah blesss me,, i knew that i'm not a good person often making bad deeds,, as human we cant run form making mistakes which same goes to me,,, btu why would it so hard for me to realize these condititon,, did He never look at me anymore??? no, i cant think like that, i knew that He always remember His slaves,, but we as His slaves often to deny what shoud be undenied,,,, i wish i can run from the type of Man,, but the one who can change our personality is ourself,,
where was am i when He asked me to closure the man-god relationship,,, owh Dear God help me once again to realizing me back to the true path,,,, INNALLAH MA'A NA,,,,,,,
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