the burden have started spreading in our mind,,

i just think for moment that i can do anything, but that only a dream,,, i don't know why i often think that way coz sometimes dreaming about above our mind can make us smile in the dark (crazy for moment actually,,haha).its been couple weeks my brain has been tortured by the lesson in the class,, i knew that this semester is my final semest here, then graduates, after that register at the main camp,,, arrgghhh,,,,when this life of student is gonna end,,, i cant hold anymore,, its such a big rock lie on my head,,,, everybody who's going to end this semester feel the same way. 6 subjects is not an easy as the mouth can say,, computer science, calculus, organic chemistry, thermodynamic n electricity, computer basics, and religious in Malaysia, who dare to say its easy huh!!!

But instead of all those burden i knew there is a reward or simply to say it will make me become stronger,, yes i do like challenging things,, but playing with mind is the uttermost heavy challenge that i have ever face,,, everyday after class i'm getting headache, day by day its no more headache, but i think i'm gonna be crazy,, huuu~~~ what an atrocious feeling i had,,, i think it is now the time for me to change instead of groaning i should realize Allah have never given His slaves a burden that cant be bear by them, He knows what He done,, there are good reasons or advantages for us, thats why He often gives us tests becoz there must be something instead of all the test given,,,,

Alhamdulillah, now i can feel very relax when i perform the obligations, because when we fully submit ourselves to Allah Almighty , He will help us, in what ways it depends we as His slaves should accept and show our grateful to Him,,that why in Holy Al-Quran have said that in chapter Al-fatihah, "To Him we worship, and to Him we ask for help",,, but sometimes i do make mistakes,, thats why always groaning, blaming other people and others,, so from now i have to rearrange my perspective to the right way,,, not blaming others or what else,,,

anyway, the difficulty of taking 6 subjects have spread in ourselves have no offense, whatever happen i will try on my best to beat the difficulty to become as simple as i can,,,bon voyage,,